She Will Be Loved

It is weird no longer being in a dorm room, having girls whom you have grown to love, walking in and out without even knocking. Who locks their doors anyways? I came home last night and I am not sure why, but things didn’t feel the same. So much has happened this passed semester that have really molded me for who I am now. Maybe it is because my brother isn’t home, or maybe it is because my Mother leaves for Dubai tomorrow morning, or maybe it is because it cold and gloomy outside which calls for a cuddle buddy, who is non-existent at this moment. Regardless, showering with no shower shoes, eating home cooked meals by both my dad and mom, sleeping on my own bed and waking up to the smell of pancakes for breakfast are some of the many things I have dearly missed.

On a different note, first semester Freshman year: Check! It truly has been a trial and error journey. I have met a handful of friends who I know I have to fall back on for anything, vise versa. Whether it is having to deal with the stomach flu, or helping someone through relationship problems, lending someone a textbook to study for a final exam; it has all happened. I did not think I would enjoy ECU half as much as I did, but it pays off to give things a chance once in a while. This spiel can evolve into relationships, but i’ll save that for another day :)

My best friend sent me socks. And they are yellow. Favorite color, and strange obsession all in one. :) I love surprise packages! (And I love my best friend(s))

Please do not mind the broken blinds.. Only hall mates like the ones I have can manage to destroy blinds like they did ours.

Cause if you let me, here’s what i’ll do. I’ll take care of you. I’ve loved and i’ve lost..